Tuesday, June 1, 2010
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guess u dont need me after all. i aint that important. i aint that the person u always love to be with no matter what.
posted at 8:53 PM
Friday, March 19, 2010
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life's so sian. Especially with quarrels from GF or maybe ex-GF which i hope is not that case. I really loved her and still loving her. Why isit that whatever good I have done for her, she doesnt remembers it. It make me feels like i'm under appreciated or what seriously. I do not compare if you treat me better or i treat you better. There should be a status quo in this area coz we are in a relationship and we shouldnt compare in the first place. You claimed that you loved me more and treated me better, I accepted it that way cox i do not wish to compare. But when small quarrel happens, you turn totally opposite. You say i'm the greatest fucker and no one else treat you like that. But hey can you give in to me abit, why must it be that i'm the one always giving in. Yes no doubt i promised to you that i will say sorry to you whenever we quarrel, yes i said sorry to you the night before. And you said you felt lonely while i was asleep, but did you feel for me. I was really tired, i wished to accompany you too but I just feel asleep. I was simply too tired. You said i dont consider for your feelings at all, hey i really do consider but i feel that you must be more matured and dont always see things in the bad way. I didn't reply you cox i fear we might end up quarrel but either way we quarrelled. I did not wish to quarrel much with you too, but this time i feel that you were too much. You said "lets break up" like your drinking water. you said it so easily like you were ready to break up anytime. I am really hurt by this. I am hoping that you will reflect on what you have done and change. You said i never change, i did try but did you try to change to accomodate to me also? Why has it got to be that I always give in to you. Yes you are a girl, but there is still limits too. You dont keep using "im insecure" reason as an excuse. Once twice still ok, but everytime!?
Yiting is another topic, i dont know if you know it anot but i hate it always when you always like to compare yourself to her. She is she, you is you. I love you thats it fullstop. why birng her into the topic. I did liked her for ~7years before, that was history. Its like i worn a shoe for 7years and i changed into a new shoe doesnt mean i still like the old shoe. Yes i liked the old shoe before but now i prefer the new one and i do not intend to wear the old shoe if given the chance again.
So why do you worry even after being 6months together. You say im the one, your ready to marry me but your more ready to break up with me. We almost break up on 4 incidents. Yes 4. You said you loved me more than your ex but to me it isnt so, your like so willing to stick with your ex even thou he had an affair. But what about me? you always want me to reply something... and if i dont you break up with me. Screw this logic. Its like you wanna make use of me to feel happy, if i cant give you happiness you dump me. I dont know. I always dont tell you much coz i dont wish to quarrel with you. I aint good at sweet talking, but hey dont i treat u nice? do i treat you that bad? I accompany you whenever i can, i bring you to eat whatever you like within my means. I told you i love eating sushi tei, but have i ever said anything on going there to eat. I always go to places you love to eat, do what you prefer to do. But Sun is no way for me. Having sunburnt is really a torture. I eat less, skipped supper and started going to gym. Now your thinking I have hurt you more and cause you more pain, but i dont feel anything at all? In my mind till now is the way you said "lets break up" so easily and you immediately change facebook status to "Single". I did not change because i still love you and know we can still be together. I really want you to learn and grow up. Stop all this childishness, lets have a proper relationship.... stop all the insecure bull shit. Till now i wait for your SMS/CALL
Loves
posted at 1:40 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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if you see this, pls do give me a call. i'll ask you out. i know your damn super bored to try to see if anything going to appear year after. years.
posted at 2:42 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
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2 weeks 2 days more to go!
posted at 5:16 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
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the dreaded field camp is coming nxt week. nt look forward to it. but look forward for the end of it. will be confined once again bcoz of that field camp... pretty sucks but we have no choice.
there is one thing thats pretty f uped.
got my 2A licence. finally =)
but...
in order to ride a bike legally, u need to have insurance n licence for it.
so this company *** had a stupid regulation.
well logically if i have a licence , i can apply insurance for myself and ride the bike.
but the problem is they say i am below 20 and i cant apply insurance.
so i have the licence now and i cant apply insurance to ride the bike bcoz i am not 20!
well i dont see such logic. so i have still illegaly ride my bike for the meantime. zzz
posted at 3:09 PM